It's suck 'cause I damn admitted it. I got my ego dude.
I'm not that kinda girl that will falling hard for any guy. I'm never being in love in any relationship before.
This is my FIRST TIME FOR BEING IN LOVE AND IN A BESTFRIEND-RELATIONSHIP...
Can't say that we are in a couple-relationship because we really didn't have any couple-relationship. He's my bestfriend and yes, we're so close to each other 'till people around us thought that we're in a couple-relationship.
Again, WE ARE NOT IN AN OFFICIAL COUPLE-RELATIONSHIP.
He never mention about 'couple' thing but he admitted that he's in love with me. He said that he doesn't want any commitment in any couple-relationship because he's already done with his past couple-relationship(s).
And yes, I do damn admit that I do like him, I mean, I do l-l-l-love him.
OMG ! I talk about love. Euw, yuck.
UNFORTUNATELY YES, IT'S TRUE AND REAL AND SERIOUS AND SILLY AND FUNNY AND DAMN THIS IS STUPID ! Hahaha.
I'm 21 and there is no wrong for me from being in love right ? Okay, don't answer that.
I met him in 2012, September. I never thought he's gonna make me falling like a 'silly girly girl falling hard' to him.
It just so unpredictable ! He's not a kinda guy that I'll like. That what I thought.
He changed my perception.
He changed my point of view.
He changed everything.
And I hate him. Yes, I do. Okay, No I'm not.
It's kinda silly and stupid to realize that I am already falling for a guy.
I never thought this time will come.
I never thinking about finding any guy in my life before.
I dont have any that so-called dream guy before.
I wont even mind if I had to marry with the choice of my family before.
Now, everything changed. I found him. He's the one that I need.
I found you here, will you always stay ?