It's me, the Apple Zara's writer. It's been a while this blog's blogger MIA aite ? hahaha. I AM BUSY WITH MY LIFE. What do you expect me to do huh ? haha.
Okayy, so I am here to talk about something that really IMPORTANT especially for someone who are in love. Awwwww ❤ ehh ? Love ? Euwwwwwww. hahahahah. Me ? Talking about love ? hahahahah. Me ? Me ? okayy, euwww -______-"
Hm, okayy lets pretending that this post wasnt written by me. It was someone who.... hm.. just someone else.... you know.... hmmmm..... XD
So, everyone (who are in a relationship) really will make something or trying to be a better and good lover right ? trying to be an understanding girlfriend. But I know, boysssssss *rolling eyes* with their attitude that (girls) sometimes cant really understand what was in their mind. hmm. Again. BOYSSSSSS *rolling eyes*
HAHAHAHA *rolling eyes*
1. STOP TALKING WAYYY TOO MUCH ! (NAGGING & WHINING)
I know boys hate it. I knowwwwwww..... haha. Okay, tak salah nak membebel ke apa, terutama bila si lelaki buat silap. But PLEASE know your limit. Ya, ya, saya sendiri kuat membebel, terutama bila dia... hmmm.... wait ! Saya membebel setiap masa ! OMG ! OMG ! hahahaha. Okay, just stop complaining about everything all the time. Kadang kadang benda kecil pun nak membebel. Pelik betul lah ! People make mistakes. He makes mistake ? Deal with it, accept it, and forgive him. Dan jangan mengungkit okay ?
2. GIVE HIM HIS SPACE
Wow woooowwww, stop being too controlling. He's not only YOURS. I mean he have his family, his friend and HIS LIFE TOO. It's not all about you. Please understand. Give him his space when he's with his family or friends. Give him his space when he's on his computer games. Just trust him.
3. DON'T HIDE YOUR PAST
Share everything with him. Never hide something. If he really sincere to be with you, he'll accept everything about you. But please stop talking about your ex-boyfriend or exS-boyriendS. Never comparing him with your ex. NEVER. If he can accept you for who you are, can't you just accept everything about him ? Nobody perfect in this world. Everyone have their own flaws. Just face it and accept their flaws. And there's something important that you should take note. You can talk about your ex with your boyfriend sometimes, but DONT EVER talk to them in front of your boyfriend ! Enough with just 'Hi' and move on and and just focus with your boyfriend. Or maybe you shouldnt even contact with your ex. 'Just Friend ?' Pfttt, stop lying to yourself girl.
4. DID YOU REALLY HAVE TO FAKE EVERYTHING ?
Dont just go with 'I'm fine'. I always did this, but all I did was upset him even more ! You're not fine, so go and talk to him. It'll make you feel better. Trust me. If he did something or have habits that you doesnt like. Just told him about it. Dont faking it and act like you're really cool about it. He smoking ? And you hate it ? Just told him that you didnt like it. But never try to push him to stop. Never try to change him. I always advise him to stop smoking. And I'll never stop. I hate cigarettes' smokes. I truly hate it. I hate it. I hate it ! Can you pleaseeeee stop smoking ? Pleaseeeee. hmmm.. Okayyy, now I have to re-read what I wrote about nagging and whining. hahahaha.
Haaaaa. Baca ! Baca !
Ohh, and one more thing, stop faking your face ! Too much make up ! Euwww ! Arghhh ! Euwww ! Try to show him your face without make up. He'll be fine about it. Ohh ? He's running away ? Not my problem. bhahahaha.
5. DON'T TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS
Okay this was my mistake. I did this before. But I tried to change it. Hmmm. Whenever you got problems with your relationship, please dont talk about it with someone else. Just try to deal it with your boyfriend. Dont call your bestfriend and talk about your boyfriend mistakes. It'll hurt them. If boys had problems with their girlfriend, they didnt tell anyone about it. They just shut themselves up. And dont updated your facebook status or tweets about your problems. Why must you tell the whole world about your relationship issues ? It just have two person in a relationship. Not the whole world. Not everyone cares about your stupid relationship issues anyway. I always did that before. It was my mistake. And now I changed that. I deactived my twitter account just to avoid this thing happen ever again. And I will not regret.
So, girlfriends ! If you have one of those things that I wrote. Can you please, try to fix it ? They are not good to you. Love ya ! =)
Have been a while didnt updated my blog =..= Still in vacation mood maybe. harhar.
Tapi bukan pasal tu yang saya nak tulis sekarang ni hoi. Korang perasan tak ? Sekarang dah ada trend baru hoi. Peplum ? Haha, it wast a really new trend actually, but for me ? heck, yeah ! Just know about it jyeah ! Sangat ketinggalan ke weiii. hekhek.
Baru nak sedar pasal Peplum ni last week. Masa keluar dengan kawan dekat TS. There's a cute girl with this pink kinda dress. "Wow, look at that girl. Pretty ait ? I mean, hers dress. Kan ? Kan ?" me asking my frind. And she told me that was Peplum. We-called-it PEPLUM dress. Me ? Baru tahu wei. haha.
And and i've seen my blogger's friend posted her picture wearing Peplum dress on Facebook. It was pretty. Lawa ! Like seriously !
Lawa ! Kan ! Kan ! (p/s: heyy babe, sorry I took your picture. haha)
And sekarang baru saya perasan dah ramai sebenarnya gadis gadis comel kat luar sana pakai Peplum ni. Adakah selama ini saya buta ? *monolog dalaman* XD
Trend tetap trend juga la kan, tapi still la kena ikut kesesuaian dan juga persekitaran. Not everyone will look pretty in Peplum dress. Like me ! Haha, seriously, I'll never ever wearing peplum dress maybe ? hekk. Saya rasa Peplum tak sesuai dengan saya. Just girl yang macam Miss Pinky yang mempunyai tubuh yang ramping je kot yang nampak perfect bila pakai peplum ni. Me ? Nah, I'm fat. hahahaha.
Persekitaran ? Saya terkejut bila ternampak ada orang pakai peplum ni pergi pasar ! Agak agak la kawan. Pakai peplum dress bagai, pergi pasar basah je kot. Ehh, ke awak daripada kenduri mana mana entah. Tak baik bersangka buruk pada orang heyy ! XD
Peplum Maxi Dress *taken from here > http://www.facebook.com/juelittlecloset/photos_stream
I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you...
I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you...
But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
Can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it’s never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you, no, no...
Miley Cyrus - Stay
Well, it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wondered
I'm lonely here tonight
I'm lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
Oh, oh, I miss you
Oh, oh, I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me, I will stay, I will stay
Well, I tried to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God, I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say
Oh, oh, I miss you
Oh, oh, I need you
I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me, I will stay, I will stay, always stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to, I would choose you
So always stay, please, always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
'Cause my heart would stop without you
I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me, I will stay, I will stay, I'll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask, I will stay, I will stay, I will stay
Samsons - Kenangan Terindah
Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Aziah Razak or as known as Apple Zara. I'm a Scorpion girl that still live in my own little weird world. Pikachu is my favourite drug. Grammar is my real enemy.
Typo-ers and eyebag-ers are sexy. Family first.
Aziah binti Abdul Razak, thats my full name and as wrote in my Identity Card.
And, and my parents gave me that name. I really do love my name.
Aziah. Simple. Short. Easy to remember. Full of love ♥♥♥
Zabariah, she's my inspiration of life. She is extraordinary.
I love you, mom. Abdul Razak, he's full of courage and love as a father.
I know that I wont be here with my own self without him. He is he.
I used my nickname, Apple Zara on this blog.
I have this nickname since i was 15 years old. Apple, it's a fruit. I do love fruits. Zara, taken from my parents name, used as my family name.
:: I do love Allah.
:: I do love myself.
:: I do love my parents.
:: I do love my family.
:: I do love pets.
:: I do love kids.
:: I do love foods.
:: I do love burgers.
:: I do love chocolate.
:: I do love adventures.
:: I do love pokemon.
:: I do love anime.
:: I do love games.
:: I do love Harry Potter's siries.
:: I do love musics.
:: I do love dancing.
:: I do love daydreaming.
:: I do love sleeping.
:: I do love reading.
:: I do love listening.
:: I do love advising.
:: I do love talking.
:: I do love blogging.
This is how I describe about myself :
I born on November, 16.
I'm a Scorpion girl that still live in my own fantasy world.
I always look at this world positively. I will not and never giving up easily.
I really LOVE everythings about me.
I'm kind a girl that not really sure what she want in hers life.
Today she really want something, but then on the next day she will change her mind.
I'm a confident girl that belief in my own style and keep being myself.
I'm a perfectionist type, but never were perfect. I'm vulnerable to believe lies.
I'm a girl that will always laugh and smile as I just get through of my life.
I'm just a silly girl, really silly girl, and a girl that love destroying myself, but still never doing something bad or something that far away from my religion. I am a muslim and I am proud about it.
Sometimes I can be too blunt & clumsy.
I'm an honest person and never try to cause troubles for anyone.
I often hurts from love and because of that I always afraid to look for an another new one.
I really don't think life is about I-COULD-HAVE-BEENS.
Life is only about the I-TRIED-TO-DO.
I don't really mind the failure but I can't imagine that I'd forgive myself if I didn't try.
It's me, the Apple Zara's writer. It's been a while this blog's blogger MIA aite ? hahaha. I AM BUSY WITH MY LIFE. What do you expect me to do huh ? haha.
Okayy, so I am here to talk about something that really IMPORTANT especially for someone who are in love. Awwwww ❤ ehh ? Love ? Euwwwwwww. hahahahah. Me ? Talking about love ? hahahahah. Me ? Me ? okayy, euwww -______-"
Hm, okayy lets pretending that this post wasnt written by me. It was someone who.... hm.. just someone else.... you know.... hmmmm..... XD
So, everyone (who are in a relationship) really will make something or trying to be a better and good lover right ? trying to be an understanding girlfriend. But I know, boysssssss *rolling eyes* with their attitude that (girls) sometimes cant really understand what was in their mind. hmm. Again. BOYSSSSSS *rolling eyes*
HAHAHAHA *rolling eyes*
1. STOP TALKING WAYYY TOO MUCH ! (NAGGING & WHINING)
I know boys hate it. I knowwwwwww..... haha. Okay, tak salah nak membebel ke apa, terutama bila si lelaki buat silap. But PLEASE know your limit. Ya, ya, saya sendiri kuat membebel, terutama bila dia... hmmm.... wait ! Saya membebel setiap masa ! OMG ! OMG ! hahahaha. Okay, just stop complaining about everything all the time. Kadang kadang benda kecil pun nak membebel. Pelik betul lah ! People make mistakes. He makes mistake ? Deal with it, accept it, and forgive him. Dan jangan mengungkit okay ?
2. GIVE HIM HIS SPACE
Wow woooowwww, stop being too controlling. He's not only YOURS. I mean he have his family, his friend and HIS LIFE TOO. It's not all about you. Please understand. Give him his space when he's with his family or friends. Give him his space when he's on his computer games. Just trust him.
3. DON'T HIDE YOUR PAST
Share everything with him. Never hide something. If he really sincere to be with you, he'll accept everything about you. But please stop talking about your ex-boyfriend or exS-boyriendS. Never comparing him with your ex. NEVER. If he can accept you for who you are, can't you just accept everything about him ? Nobody perfect in this world. Everyone have their own flaws. Just face it and accept their flaws. And there's something important that you should take note. You can talk about your ex with your boyfriend sometimes, but DONT EVER talk to them in front of your boyfriend ! Enough with just 'Hi' and move on and and just focus with your boyfriend. Or maybe you shouldnt even contact with your ex. 'Just Friend ?' Pfttt, stop lying to yourself girl.
4. DID YOU REALLY HAVE TO FAKE EVERYTHING ?
Dont just go with 'I'm fine'. I always did this, but all I did was upset him even more ! You're not fine, so go and talk to him. It'll make you feel better. Trust me. If he did something or have habits that you doesnt like. Just told him about it. Dont faking it and act like you're really cool about it. He smoking ? And you hate it ? Just told him that you didnt like it. But never try to push him to stop. Never try to change him. I always advise him to stop smoking. And I'll never stop. I hate cigarettes' smokes. I truly hate it. I hate it. I hate it ! Can you pleaseeeee stop smoking ? Pleaseeeee. hmmm.. Okayyy, now I have to re-read what I wrote about nagging and whining. hahahaha.
Haaaaa. Baca ! Baca !
Ohh, and one more thing, stop faking your face ! Too much make up ! Euwww ! Arghhh ! Euwww ! Try to show him your face without make up. He'll be fine about it. Ohh ? He's running away ? Not my problem. bhahahaha.
5. DON'T TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS
Okay this was my mistake. I did this before. But I tried to change it. Hmmm. Whenever you got problems with your relationship, please dont talk about it with someone else. Just try to deal it with your boyfriend. Dont call your bestfriend and talk about your boyfriend mistakes. It'll hurt them. If boys had problems with their girlfriend, they didnt tell anyone about it. They just shut themselves up. And dont updated your facebook status or tweets about your problems. Why must you tell the whole world about your relationship issues ? It just have two person in a relationship. Not the whole world. Not everyone cares about your stupid relationship issues anyway. I always did that before. It was my mistake. And now I changed that. I deactived my twitter account just to avoid this thing happen ever again. And I will not regret.
So, girlfriends ! If you have one of those things that I wrote. Can you please, try to fix it ? They are not good to you. Love ya ! =)
Have been a while didnt updated my blog =..= Still in vacation mood maybe. harhar.
Tapi bukan pasal tu yang saya nak tulis sekarang ni hoi. Korang perasan tak ? Sekarang dah ada trend baru hoi. Peplum ? Haha, it wast a really new trend actually, but for me ? heck, yeah ! Just know about it jyeah ! Sangat ketinggalan ke weiii. hekhek.
Baru nak sedar pasal Peplum ni last week. Masa keluar dengan kawan dekat TS. There's a cute girl with this pink kinda dress. "Wow, look at that girl. Pretty ait ? I mean, hers dress. Kan ? Kan ?" me asking my frind. And she told me that was Peplum. We-called-it PEPLUM dress. Me ? Baru tahu wei. haha.
And and i've seen my blogger's friend posted her picture wearing Peplum dress on Facebook. It was pretty. Lawa ! Like seriously !
Lawa ! Kan ! Kan ! (p/s: heyy babe, sorry I took your picture. haha)
And sekarang baru saya perasan dah ramai sebenarnya gadis gadis comel kat luar sana pakai Peplum ni. Adakah selama ini saya buta ? *monolog dalaman* XD
Trend tetap trend juga la kan, tapi still la kena ikut kesesuaian dan juga persekitaran. Not everyone will look pretty in Peplum dress. Like me ! Haha, seriously, I'll never ever wearing peplum dress maybe ? hekk. Saya rasa Peplum tak sesuai dengan saya. Just girl yang macam Miss Pinky yang mempunyai tubuh yang ramping je kot yang nampak perfect bila pakai peplum ni. Me ? Nah, I'm fat. hahahaha.
Persekitaran ? Saya terkejut bila ternampak ada orang pakai peplum ni pergi pasar ! Agak agak la kawan. Pakai peplum dress bagai, pergi pasar basah je kot. Ehh, ke awak daripada kenduri mana mana entah. Tak baik bersangka buruk pada orang heyy ! XD
Peplum Maxi Dress *taken from here > http://www.facebook.com/juelittlecloset/photos_stream
I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you...
I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you...
But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
Can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it’s never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you, no, no...
Miley Cyrus - Stay
Well, it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wondered
I'm lonely here tonight
I'm lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
Oh, oh, I miss you
Oh, oh, I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me, I will stay, I will stay
Well, I tried to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God, I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say
Oh, oh, I miss you
Oh, oh, I need you
I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me, I will stay, I will stay, always stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to, I would choose you
So always stay, please, always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
'Cause my heart would stop without you
I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me, I will stay, I will stay, I'll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask, I will stay, I will stay, I will stay
Samsons - Kenangan Terindah
Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
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